cormadisx10

Wed, 31 May 2006 03:52:39 GMT

everything is ok
i wish shed not ignor my calls tho
i think im just gonna give up
try to foget she exists
thats basically what shes done
sigh
i met someone
shes cute
but its like the worst time
ever
so
idk
blah
girls
grrr

Wed, 24 May 2006 19:25:36 GMT

yesterday me and manda broke up
i was distraught
but then talked to some people
and had a feeling that we (me and manda)
would be fine
idk
i woke up crying today
annd then
took a shower and cried
then i went to school
and was very colse at times
idk
i do know i want her back
and will do anything for her
im a changing person
im not neccicerilly doing it for her
but for me
she deserves a better boyfriend
i deserve to be a better person

i wnat to be her better tho

but if she finds someon else
fine
as long as shes happy
me
ill wait
for eturnity fro her
i waited for her before
ill wait agian

shes worth it

everything
the world
and more

i want her
back
cuz this hurts
it does
ive never been like this over a girl
i really loved her
i did
she was the first
theres somthing missing tho when shes gone
like i will never be the same
around anyone
shes the one
i just no
shes got to be

i think well be fine

i hope

Mon, 22 May 2006 17:58:40 GMT

today
i have not stop eating
i need to
but i cant
i didnt straighten my hair today
i feel like not caring anymore
thats my mood
not givvin a shit

i wish shed call
i wish i could fix this
i wish i wasnt born
i seem to mess up everything
and hurt everyone
i care about

im gonna giver a few days
if she doesnt call
then ill call her
i just want her back

daniel said she was gonna end it anyway
i dono what to believe
i ii
i could live with outher
i just wouldnt be worth it
shes the most amazing person iv ever met.

iiidont no what to do

some one talk to me
please

309 244 9443

i need a hug
from anyone

i wantmy friends to come back
they all left me

idk what to do
wish i did
the only thing i can do
is change
im going to
even if she leaves
im changing
im tired of being stupid

im so increadibly stupid

i fucked big
shes to amazing to loose

Sun, 21 May 2006 23:02:58 GMT

me and amanda are well
idk
i hope we dont break up
i love that girl
its just
im a dick.
i need to change
i dont want her to put up with my shit
any longer
iiiii
dont no what to do
im gonna change for her
i dont want her hating me
i love her tomuch
idk
i just want us to be like we were back in the day
like new years
we were so cute
i love her
i do
i cried
hard
like 4 million times last night
in public
i never cry in public
maybe
3 times in my high/jrhigh life
grandfathers funeral
bad day at school
dashboard concert

i dont wanna loose her

i wish i could fix this

id die for that girl

id slowly die twice